wednesday
Its finally here!!! yay today gonna be a long day but thats ok because i dont have to work and i might go shopping later!! 15 mins til class starts. alot has happened in 2 weeks and i feel ok about it. as long as i have my aweosme phi sig sisters, my bff, and my friends im good!!! but i really cant wait for the summer to get here though. LITP!
stuck…
At 10 months, im not sure if this will last like im trying but i dont think its enough to keep us together. I do love him but i just dont know anymore. Considering the circumstances, ur not around anymore and thats hard on me. idk what to do. i hope and pray things can change but if it doesnt then there will be major problems. I shouldnt be deciding whether to stay or go because ur not putting in any effort to anything exciting which always fall on my shoulders. I refuse to be miserbale damnit!!! i deserve more and if you dont show it to me then its the end. Im trying to stay in this because you need me and i would feel horrible for leaving at this tragic moment. we just need to work on it some more….idk im stuck!
Friday
So its the last Friday of the year I just want my relationship to be better in the new year. I have my family friends n bf I’m good I just want happiness not asking for much just happiness
GIFT WRAPPING!!! DONE :)
I just finished wrapping my babys gifts…..I think this is the first christmas that i have a boyfriend to celebrate with…Kinda sad but FUCKING AWESOME at the same time. Im happy i have him in my life really am. Ive realized that boys are harder to shop for than girls cause u have to ask questions without giving the idea of im buying you something really nice i just want it to be a surprise. lol but anway im done all my stuff im not realy a fan of gift wrapping only because it takes up time i rather put it in GIFT BAG with tissue paper and call it a day.
Done for the semester :)
I just finished my last exam…it was kinda hard but as long as i pass i think ill survive. Im just glad im done n now i can sleep half the day cause i work still( oh yeah) my freaking back hurts though… im too old to have back pain ugh fml i need a massage pronto. like im in pain ahhh( ugly cry) but the fact that i have one more week until i can eat soldi foods is so fucking awesome like i cant wait to eat ice cream and pizza ( ive missed pizza) and freaking cheeseburgers omg like im ready for this time to past so it can be next week already and i can back to my normal self :)!!!!!!!!!!!
IM SO HUNGRY!!! ahhh
IM STARVING OVER HERE…..I HAVENT HAD ANY SOLID FOODS FOR 3 WEEKS actually more than that but anyway im hungry i cant wait for the day when my doctor says ” ok candice you can eat now….OMG im going to every all you can eat buffet possible like im starving n im losing alot of weight as it is……2 more weeks or this then hopefully i can eat by christmas and new years cause i didnt get the chance to eat thanksgiving so fingers crossed …..my stomach is growling right now!!! ;/ FML
Reviewing for finals…these profs are crazy with their questions and surprise questions like that wasnt even in the syllabus.
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